Lonely on a Thursday night...

Well, it is 11:03 and I am sitting here in my bedroom typing away at my journal! I leave for vacation day after tomorrow and I must say that I can't wait to get out of town. Seems like the place is suffocating me. Like I can't come up for air. It'll be a nice break with fresh scenery. I can't wait to go back to school. I am lonely here at home, I mean I know I have my family, but I miss my friends, I miss meeting new people every week and hanging out doing whatever comes to mind. I really think this school year is going to open up a world of opportunity and possibility in all aspects of my life and hopefully more so in the personal sense. I need to feel the closeness of a relationship, I am ready for the excitement and joy and complete happiness knowing that you have someone there to be with you through everything that happens good or bad happy or sad. I think it's my turn to be happy. I would like to say just how wonderful my friends are though. Always so supportive and lending an ear when I need one, or even just taking my mind off of all my troubles. I love you all for just being there. God is sending me on a personal journey of discovery and I feel it strongly. I am learning what makes me tick, and God opens my eyes everyday to something I wouldn't normally notice or pay attention to. I love Him, He is wonderful. Here's to a safe flight on my way to Maine Saturday morning! Can't wait to hit up T-town with my Roll Tide buddy Guffey!